As to tonight, I really have some good stuff to write about. At this time two years ago, I had no clue I would be back in Washington state and subbing in 10 districts--just added my 10th one today. I was in a comfortable full-time position. I had a house. And then decisions began to be made. So I find myself here.
When I came here a couple summers ago, I was sure I would get a job. I was interviewed for a total of 6 positions. And I didn't get one! And there were lots of hang-ups with getting my paperwork done so I could sub in this state. I can remember one time coming back from one of those interviews in tears and being certain that this was God's way of saying I should never have moved. After all, wasn't God supposed to work everything out for me?
Talk about "twilight moments," it was a whole year of twilight moments. I got a late start on subbing, and very rarely did anyone request me. No real positive feedback. Until I got the long-term sub job. That was honestly a great thing for which I shall always be glad. He still requests me whenever he can this year!
As I entered this school year, I was looking forward to getting to sub. But I still felt like I was kind of swimming upstream. How could I get the word out about me? I could be really pushy. I know that is how many subs get their jobs. But you know, I didn't want to. So I have just continued to do my job and work in every district possible.
The most exciting moment came last night. I was booked for today, My friend called my mom wondering if I was available. Then I got a sub request last night for a junior high that I love and is quite prestigious. Word is beginning to get out about me. I make it a point to leave detailed notes, and somehow I tend to give out this confident air that causes teachers to want me to sub. In fact, as I was talking with a teacher today, she was glad to find out that there were well-qualified subs out there who are real teachers. Yes, that's me!
God has indeed answered. Maybe I have had to work harder than most, but it is worth every moment to be able to see God work in the way He has. So I don't have a full-time job, but word it getting out about me. And I am certain I am where God wants me.
So it's not a truly twilight any more, is it? Well, I suppose it is because I can't see the entire picture. But that's fine. I leave it all in God's hands!
I hope things work out for you to stay mostly in a good school. I would hate having to jump around.
ReplyDeleteAs a former teacher, I can tell why I would ask for a sub to return.
1. She did her best to follow my instructions as to the lessons. I always wrote out separate instructions for a sub.
2. She just didn't hand out papers with no regard as to checking to see if the students completed their work.
3. She kept some sort of discipline. I taught 5th grade, and I had a system, and usually left some type of rewards. I was not happy when the sub gave out all of my candy or treats when I knew the group/groups had been really bad.
4. I liked the written notes about what she got accomplished, and who gave her the most problems, or who was the most helpful. I would find out anyway from the other teachers or kids, but I would rather hear it from the sub. Not negative notes, just informative notes. I would talk to those who didn't show her respect or have the admin talk to them.
I know school districts are different everywhere, but we had a curriculum that had deadlines, and if a sub didn't do the work, then I had to do double duty when I returned.
Sounds like you are doing your job. I know it's not easy. I subbed before I went back and finished my degree. It's very hard.
Good luck, and keep us posted.